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i will be sending out christmas cards this year if you would like one comment on this post or just PM me all comments will be screened to protect your privacy. Merry Christmas |
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For those of still crazy enough to read this heres an update. 1. I maybe borderline diabetic tested my glucouse and it was 239 was and still am in a foul mood. 2. Maybe getting my UE back, if i do im buying me a laptop. 3. Still wanting to move even tho i was told i could stay. So that is about it still wanting to eradicate dumbass's until next time children, Im off to piss society off
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does anyone need a live in maid will do whatever you want. will also look for a job to also bring money into the house. i have experience in alot of things (I.E. painting, cleaning, im good with my hands and willing to learn new things.)
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why in the fucking hell do i get stuck in the predicaments? every single mate i get is an emotional basket case that ALWAYS looks back on what happened in the past with their other mates and says things to the extent of "well my other mates would do this to me to make me do this" im sick and fucking tired of it. it also doesn't help that im staying with my mate in his moms place and we can't even fucking touch eachother or even yiff for fear of her yelling at us or kicking us out. gods all i want to do right now is take a gun and shoot myself or just fucking leave and come back to indiana. i can't take it anymore i just fucking can't
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i know i don't ask for help but right now i need help really really bad. im at my new place and atm i don't have my rent for next month my enemployment is being a bitch and they won't work with me on it. i'm looking for work and have a few interviews coming up. all i need help with is $200 thats all. if anyone is will to help i would greatly appreciate it. not to mention when i start to work i will pay back anyone that helps me. i thank anyone that is willing to help. if you do want to help PM me and i will give you the details of anything you need to know. Kiva Alacard Racard NightWolf
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ok im going to be starting a new life tomorrow. im leaving indiana tonight at 10:35pm to move to Pennsylvania. this is a new experience and its alittle scary but im ready for a change and i need it. everyone that reads this i will always be your friend and brother and will always be here for you. i also want to say "be who you are live your life be yourself and shine in your own light" i love you all and have a wonderful life where ever you might be Kiva Alacard Racard NightWolf
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TEXT ME IM BORED I NEED FURS TO TALK TO MY NUMBER IS 812-251-6365
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well lately i have been kinda going in and out of mood swings mainly i stay in a constant state of sadness even though i show that im happy but in the end im sad because i have no one to hold at night no mate no close friends sometimes i wonder why i keep trying sometimes i just wonder why don't i kill myself or leave where no one can find me then i remember my mother, her dog Sam, a wolf and tiger that love me, a friend that calls me little bro. my depression is beating me down but im still fighting strong no matter how hard it gets.
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well im going to be moving out of state my roomies don't want me here and are kicking me out. im going to PA im going to be selling all my stuff and keeping the bare essentials. everything else is up for grabs. i will post what is for sale later. hope everyone has a good life love you all and be safe Kiva Alacard Racard NightWolf
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would love to go shopping today gods do i love to shop but alas i have no money. black friday is big in my family get up bright and early at around 2 or 2:30 am get ready and head to the stores with free gifts for the first so many customers etc etc. not to mention my aunts and uncles and other various parts of the family besides my mom and asshole of a step-dad love dropping i mean literally dropping thousands of hard earned saved cash on stuff that in the end will end up in the yard sale the next year still in the box (seen it done) its very funny. really i would just like to go out and see the deals and see same ppl turn insane and clobber eachother over crappy toys, electronics(love them what furry doesn't?) and clothes that your family will only most likely wear to a dinner or a funeral or on the rare occasion find good deals on good clothing (hot topics gothic sqweeies) not to mention would love to get some of the good ass deals (70, 80 up to 95% off) damn those are great deals but that is all due to the recession and all. i may buy a few things but those im buying for will mainly be for my animals yah i know your probably thinking "buying for his animals buy stuff for you family" well to tell you the truth they are my family and always will be and they deserve to get something from me this year like every other year.i may get something for my roomies don't know yet they want to spend 30 bucks on each other but in all actuallity they can't afford 5 bucks because neither works and they blow their money on stupid shit. not to mention they think missy maybe prego if she is i already said if she gets pregnant then im leaving but i don't at the moment if i can afford to leave with the recession and all. well i will post more later hope everyone has a good day and please PLEASE protect yourself while shopping today and fight hard for the deals you want. kiva
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Your rainbow is shaded white and orange. What is says about you: You are a contemplative person. You appreciate a challenge. People depend on you to make them feel secure. Others are amazed at how you don't give up. Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com. well im not having thanksgiving to those of you that are have a good one. oh and im loseing my comp due to my roommates not paying it for me when i left them the money. gods i fucking hate them.
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well work is going done at the factory, making no monies, roommates bitch about everything, don't let me know a goddamn thing, lazy, im looking for a new job thinking about Trucking so i can get out of terre haute and indiana and travel hopefully, maybe in those travels i will find that true soulmate. so my question is do you my furry friends and wiccan friends want me to leave this state and become a trucker or should i try to find something else?? is there still hope in this state or is it time to move on? something ironic happened the other day i went shopping and the ex who wanted to go with me ran over something small and metallic and kept on going so i stopped and picked it up it was a ring with Cubic zirconium in it, weird thing is that the only finger it fits on is ironically my ring finger...go firgure. so i got to wondering is this a sign that is should look for someone else move on find love again get married what does it mean i mean yah i want someone new but can't find that right person. so many questions just not enough answers. Kiva
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ok today we bought pizza and i decided i wanted to see what meat would do to my stomach since i haven't eaten it in over a year and now im going through hell i've decided not to eat meat again im staying a vegetarian. Kiva
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the darkness is consuming me i fight it but it just gets stronger. im afraid one day i will be lost to it. darkness so wrong but yet feels so good. must stay on right hand path and have hope.
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If you saw ME in a police car, what would you think I got arrested for? Answer me, then post to your own journal and see how many crimes you get accused of.
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angry
curious
distressed
mellow
bored
contemplative